Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Ok so it's been 5 months, again since I've posted, but there's a reason and a trend for this. My busiest season is from November until about the end of may. So during the summer I'm not sitting on any deadlines and I have free time at work and not at work so I start thinking which gets be blogging

But during the winter I'm working 13 fucking hours a day plus weekends and I don't have the energy to keep this going

So now that its summer again I'm back with more posts, again probably just venting and complaining about my life and now nothing is ever simple even though that's exactly what I am... Simple..

So what's been happening with me?

- My summer was awful, worst summer of my life. I slowly had my heart crushed by the girl who was my whole life. It left me feeling like Kid Cudi in day and night. Just toss and turn and no sleep. BUT I found an amazing girl part way through though the summer and we connected on the nerdiest level in the world. It was soo chill.

- So in August when I was mentally done with this girl, I went to Australia, single and looking to have so much fun I would forget my problems. and FUCK I did. Man what an amazing country Australia is. Between chillin on the beach in Brisbane, to being a college kid again and going to keggers and playing beer pong. and I'll never ever forget Julie, Yiemi, and my favourite - Becca, the beautiful girl from Marquette

- So in September this girl tells me that things are going to be better... That didn't happen and I was back to being confused and miserable...

- It ended in January and I went on a rampage of drinking, partying, meeting new girls having fun and just being care free

- and then in March she came back into my life, but its different, I'm different, and there's no way anybody is bringing me down again

I'm a new person now, or so I've convinced myself... I'm in my own place, I'm eating healthy, I'm active, I'm social.... I'm chill, just chill

and this looks like it might be the 2nd best summer of my life... Nothing will ever compare to Queens summer... but that's another blog for another day... Oh wait I blogged that summer lol